It's been an exhausting weekend.
First of all, my parents decided to come and visit, which meant me cleaning up my appartment 2 hours before their arrival. Moreover, my mother's birthday was the same day (thursday, followed by my sisters, friday), so i didn't just have to clean up the mess from a really-well-timed barbacue on wednesday night, but also go out and pick some presents. With some help, i ended buying some decent presents, so that was ok.
Unfortunatly, i can't say the same about my cleaning, for my mom didn't like it, so it ended with the usual rant "i can't believe you guys live like this, blah blah blah". A few cocktails and some tacos later, and we were all a happy family again. Nice.
The thing is that these days, I've been going to the Faculty just to stay in this Lab, trying to work this damn project out. I took this course on Automatic Control, which i thought could be helpful to my upcoming future. Fuck it regret that. I mean, besides having this mid-carrier crisis (yeah i know that sounds like a pussy), i fucking hate the idea of being in a room trying to make this fucking tank get filled, and then watch and count how many seconds it took to get empty, to then try to get a model of the thing. On the other hand, is not thaat difficult, and that's what i'm supposed to do when i get out of college, but the thing is that every day i think more and more about that, and I can't like the idea of being an Eletronic Engineer. And that sucks.
Well, luckily, i have nice friends who help me (they know who they are, I can't be thankful enough for not getting bored of calling me to come and work and stuff), but I know that sooner or later they'll get sick of spend time in vane. So now comes the question: What the fuck am I supposed to do?. Should I just try to finish the thing, and then study something else (which you may guess, will be something like Recording Engineering or anything with music and nerdiness), or try to "fix" my study plan?
The thing is that I'd have to say that one of the few things that keep me "alive" here is my band thingy, and lately I've been thinking on how happy I'd be if I were a Music Producer or something like that (well, being a Rockstar would be so nicer though ;D); it makes me think. A lot.
But hey, I'm already whining (the opposite of what i said on the post's title), so let me finish my thoughts: Although I'd love to throw things away, that'd be something really irresponsible, or just plain stupid. Maybe things are easier if i don't plan the future. I'll try to do what i'm doing now, finish my carrier, and meanwhile, try to learn more about what i consider not just my hobby, but more like a passion (no principito, is not wanking, but music you fucking psycho ;D).
Geez, i feel a lot better now. Thank you internet for letting me vent what i wanted to say to the whole world. Or at least the ppl who read this.
Anyway, all of you take care.
R out.
First of all, my parents decided to come and visit, which meant me cleaning up my appartment 2 hours before their arrival. Moreover, my mother's birthday was the same day (thursday, followed by my sisters, friday), so i didn't just have to clean up the mess from a really-well-timed barbacue on wednesday night, but also go out and pick some presents. With some help, i ended buying some decent presents, so that was ok.
Unfortunatly, i can't say the same about my cleaning, for my mom didn't like it, so it ended with the usual rant "i can't believe you guys live like this, blah blah blah". A few cocktails and some tacos later, and we were all a happy family again. Nice.
The thing is that these days, I've been going to the Faculty just to stay in this Lab, trying to work this damn project out. I took this course on Automatic Control, which i thought could be helpful to my upcoming future. Fuck it regret that. I mean, besides having this mid-carrier crisis (yeah i know that sounds like a pussy), i fucking hate the idea of being in a room trying to make this fucking tank get filled, and then watch and count how many seconds it took to get empty, to then try to get a model of the thing. On the other hand, is not thaat difficult, and that's what i'm supposed to do when i get out of college, but the thing is that every day i think more and more about that, and I can't like the idea of being an Eletronic Engineer. And that sucks.
Well, luckily, i have nice friends who help me (they know who they are, I can't be thankful enough for not getting bored of calling me to come and work and stuff), but I know that sooner or later they'll get sick of spend time in vane. So now comes the question: What the fuck am I supposed to do?. Should I just try to finish the thing, and then study something else (which you may guess, will be something like Recording Engineering or anything with music and nerdiness), or try to "fix" my study plan?
The thing is that I'd have to say that one of the few things that keep me "alive" here is my band thingy, and lately I've been thinking on how happy I'd be if I were a Music Producer or something like that (well, being a Rockstar would be so nicer though ;D); it makes me think. A lot.
But hey, I'm already whining (the opposite of what i said on the post's title), so let me finish my thoughts: Although I'd love to throw things away, that'd be something really irresponsible, or just plain stupid. Maybe things are easier if i don't plan the future. I'll try to do what i'm doing now, finish my carrier, and meanwhile, try to learn more about what i consider not just my hobby, but more like a passion (no principito, is not wanking, but music you fucking psycho ;D).
Geez, i feel a lot better now. Thank you internet for letting me vent what i wanted to say to the whole world. Or at least the ppl who read this.
Anyway, all of you take care.
R out.
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